I have been up all night. It's 3:10 pm..haven't slept in the last 24 hours. Oh and worry not, I do that all the time. I am just hyperactive at night. If I am reading a book, I want to finish it off and sleep or if I'm working on something, I want to complete that and sleep like it is the end of the world. That is just insomniac me!

Ah! but that's not why I'm writing. I am having a hard time..a very hard time resisting shopping..actually, resisting would be wrong. It's more like being compelled to stay away from shopping since I gave in to that lovely bag and neck pieces last week.


Accompanying a friend shopping when you're almost broke, is definitely not a good idea!

And knowing I CANNOT SHOP, the only thing I can think about is  shopping! I am daydreaming the whole day (night too) about those red pants in Vero Moda, that orange and mustard-coloured shirt and that pretty lace dress! and not to miss those pants in B.K Market and accessories in The Fishing Hook

And SHOES? I could write another post on it. I am in dire need of  A LOT of shoes..low heels,high heels,all kind of heels wedges,oxfords,flats!
I need more than 'a lot' of flats cos I happen to wear them everyday.
By the way, I missed out bags!

Shopping refuses to leave my head even when I'm at work..editing a copy and I suddenly find myself making a list of all the things I'd buy next month for the 100th time!

Next month, come soon please? Or someone come visit me from home!

I am going to stay away from everything that'll remind me of shopping..even blogosphere for a while.

I'll leave you with pictures of shoes I WANT NOW!

I don't know how many times you say this to someone else or even to yourself..but I do it ALL THE TIME. This is what I tell my friends when they are not sure about a guy's feelings for them and this is how I satisfy myself in a lot of situations.
I'll make a little confession here..For my mental peace, I need to satisfy myself that everything is fine in my life. And when things are not right..I come up with my own stupid logic and make myself believe that ALL IS WELL in my kingdom even when it's actually not.
So you can understand how many times I've actually used this excuse in my life,right?

But that's not the point. The point is, does it really work that way? If it's meant to be, will it really be?
No, not if you don't actually work for it. Why do we put such a heavy burden on destiny to make things work for us?
We have to make it work. After all, our destiny is what we make of it.
So, lets just do it the simple way..make our own destiny :)


P.S- I'm a crazy woman without my mental peace.

I'll leave you with some pictures now.

11-11-11: People say either of the three could happen-

1. Something good
2. Nothing
3. Something bad

I don't think anything bad will happen. But it's always nice to wish for the good. So, I am going to make wish-es just in case they come true. I sadly missed 11:11 am but I still have 11:11 pm :)

• I wish to get into the best-est college for Mass Com next year.
• I wish my relationship works out fine and we have a 'lived happily ever after' thing.
• I wish my internship turns into a job. (If that really is the right thing for me at the moment)
• I wish I get LOTS of money to shop.
• I wish lots of happiness for my loved ones :)

                      Pants- Roberto Cavalli, Dress worn as top- Vero Moda, Neck piece- Latin Quarters, Cuff- Flee Market

Can I do just pictures this time? I have so much to crib about..but I am going to refrain from doing so and bugging all of you.

Have a good November people :)